February 25, 2004

Friday, September 16, 2011

Just missing her...

I find myself thinking of my sweet little girl a lot and missing her.  I search myself for an answer, wondering why.  Is there something triggering this?  We aren't close to any special date or memory of her, so why now? 

And then I realize, I miss her because she is a part of me.  Her life and death is written on my heart.  I don't have to have a reason.  It is just as normal as missing Zach who is living in Vermont with his mom, or missing Nathan who we rarely see.  She's my child.  Some people may not understand and that's ok. 

God gave her to me to love, forever, not only when she was in my arms.  So today as I remember my sweet angel baby and a few tears fall at the pain of her loss, I am thankful to the Lord for His love and comfort that has healed the hole in my heart.  I rest in the knowledge that some day I will hold her in my arms and stand beside her as we worship our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, together for eternity!!